Xuan Liu
刘轩
Master of Fine Arts, Roski School, USC
Roski School 2023 Outstanding Graduate
2020年毕业于大连理工大学本科。
2023年硕士毕业于南加州大学艺术设计系,2023届Roski设计与艺术学院杰出毕业生。
我尽力让自己显得奇怪,好让自己能和奇怪的人相遇。但是从内心我知道自己是一个平常的人。
充满好奇而缺乏毅力,除了完整地出生,从来没有完整做完过任何一件事。
想做出美丽的事物,但一旦下定决心要做一件事当成事业去做,就会飞快失去兴趣。深深自恋地相信自己的能力,却从未做出过任何让我骄傲的东西。我不知道自己未来能做什么。
我会做完这个网站吗?
关于奇异录
About Woodspirit
Strange Book is not a single story, and although at first I wanted to organize all my strange ideas into a book and make the nonsense seem meaningful, I found that once I started to do that, things became less cool, and I started to think about what kind of story structure to use, what kind of beginning to use, What kind of ending, what kind of character, these are things that I didn't care about.
Then I realized that perhaps it was right not to care about all this, that I had lost my freedom for form and rules. So now it's still chaotic, and maybe in the process of gradual change it starts to become orderly, it becomes organized, or maybe it stays that way. But even so, that's what I hope, I don't want to write a book.
The reason I keep doing this is because the stories I think about are getting less and less interesting. If I get better at it, I might realize that I'm entertaining myself, drawing rubbish that I don't need to save anymore, but I find that the more I learn, the less interesting it is, which makes me feel that it makes sense to keep these things. Maybe if I keep going, I'll suddenly be enlightened, and I'll regain my gift for gibberish.
奇异录并不是一个单一的故事,虽然一开始我很想将我的各种奇怪的想法组织成一本书,让这些无意义的东西看起来变得有意义一些,但我发现一旦我开始这样做了,事情就变得不那么酷了,我开始患得患失,开始考虑要采用什么样的故事结构,什么样的开头, 什么样的结尾,什么样的角色,这些都是我原本毫不关心的事情。
后来我发现或许不关心这一切才是正确的,我为了形式和规则失去了自由。所以现在它依然是混乱的,可能在逐渐的变化过程中它开始变得有序,变得有条理,也可能一直维持着这种一团糟的状态。但是即使如此,那也是我所希望的,我并不想写一本书。
我持续在做这件事的原因是我想的故事越来越没意思了。如果我越弄越好了,我可能就意识到我在自娱自乐,画的都是些垃圾没有拯救的必要了,但是我发现我学的越多画的越没意思,才让我觉得留下这些东西是有意义的。也许继续下去就能突然开窍了,我又恢复了胡言乱语的天赋。
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